The Special of the Day… From the Orange Moon Cafe
"I Was Wrong"
"I was wrong."
Easy words to say in utterance. Hard words to say in genuine acknowledgment and repentance. The reason for our challenge lies more deeply than we may realize.
"Ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil" (Genesis 3:5).
Deep in the hearts of unbelievers and remaining in the flesh of believers, an ancient devilish lie tempts us to promote and protect ourselves. We naturally believe ourselves to be more than we are, and more than God created us to be. Lucifer originated this delusion when he declared in rebellion, "I will be like the Most High" (Isaiah 14:14). The devil never had a chance in fulfilling his determination to be more than he was, any more than we can "be as gods." He nevertheless dwells in the darkness, and passed it on to our original forebears, whose progeny are all born with the lie as part of our being. "In sin did my mother conceive me" declared the Psalmist, the heart of such evil being that we believe ourselves to be more than we are (Psalm 51:5).
Salvation in the Lord Jesus Christ begins our deliverance from the delusion. When we trust the Savior, we acknowledge in our hearts that we are not what we ought to be, and that only He can deliver us from darkness to light. In nearly every case, the convert does not realize how great a deliverance begins, namely, the rescue from believing ourselves to be something we can never be. We become a "new creature" wherein shines the light of truth that God is God and we are not (II Corinthians 5:17). This involves the acknowledgement in the depths of our heart,"I was wrong." Gods would never say that, at least to the degree required for redemption.
The light that shines in the spirits of born again believers does not yet characterize the sensibilities of our fleshly faculties inherited from Adam. "The flesh lusteth against the spirit" (Galatians 5:17). We can still think, speak, act, and relate as if we are more than we are, which results in the difficulty of acknowledging, "I was wrong." The challenge of genuine repentance involves far more than being willing to admit we have sinned against God and people. An ancient lie tempts us through the auspices and power of an ancient liar. To genuinely repent in any circumstance means that we have availed ourselves of God's grace that make possible the humbling of ourselves. We likely do not think directly in such terms as we acknowledge in heart and word, "I was wrong." However, confession and contrition always involves the overcoming of a darkness far deeper than it appears, and the entrance of a light far more redeeming than we realize. "Put them in fear, o Lord, that the nations may know themselves to be but men" (Psalm 9:20).
Knowing this truth about our fleshly tendency to promote and protect ourselves establishes a basis for a deeper and truer repentance when required. Humbling ourselves to admit wrong overcomes the lie that began long before we existed. Gods do not admit they are wrong. People do, particularly people in whom the living and true God dwells to lead us in humility and the peace that He is God, and we are not.
"Thou art God alone."
(Psalm 86:10)
"Bow down thine ear, O Lord, hear me: for I am poor and needy."
(Psalm 86:1)
Weekly Memory Verse
When Thou saidst, Seek ye My face; my heart said unto Thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek.
(Psalm 27:8)
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