Saying goodbye to my son on
the occasions he left for military duty has blessed and challenged my heart in
ways unlike any other experience.
First, I am grateful
to have such a son (while recognizing that the qualities that made Noah a Force
Reconnaissance Marine came solely from the maternal side of the equation! I say this not to be humble. It is true, as anyone who knows Frances
will attest). It is a wonderful
thing to so respect an offspring that you see numerous qualities in him you’d
like to emulate (wonderfully, this applies to my daughters no less than
Noah). Knowing also how seriously
he takes his oath to defend the Constitution of the United States, at whatever
cost, also causes me to realize that good and noble things dwell in the heart of
my son, things that only God could have instilled and
inspired.
Great challenge also comes
in times of Noah’s deployments. The
possibilities that come to mind need no explanation, and the sentiment of
“commending him to the grace of God” becomes far more than a hopeful phrase or
even prayer. Seeking our Lord for
Noah’s strengthening and protection comes from somewhere deep inside my heart
beyond thoughts, words, and any sensibility that I could ever discern apart from
the experience that opens such a portal of the soul. I’ve often said that having children
will make one pray if nothing else will.
Having a child in harm’s way exponentially increases the likelihood of
our seeking the help of God.
In such times, I have
found it an especially blessed thing that the Father to whom I pray well knows
the experience of sending a beloved Offspring into harm’s way.
“God sent His only begotten Son into
the world, that we might live through Him” (I John 4:9).
My experience of challenge
in Noah’s deployments is a mere glimmer of that which God the Father experienced
in the departure of His Son from Heaven.
He fully knew all that would transpire, from the lowly manger to the
horrible cross. Even more, the
Father knew that His Son’s sorrows and pains would result not only from the evil
of human and devilish sources, but also “by the determinate counsel and
foreknowledge of God” (Acts 2:23).
Scripture does not record how God the Father felt about His role in
consigning His Son to such a fate, almost surely because our hearts and minds
possess no capacity to grasp such inscrutable mystery. We only know that He acted out of a
heart of love for us for which we will never be able to give enough
thanks.
Noah’s deployments
have caused me to think about such things, and have, I hope, enhanced my loving
appreciation for so good and great a Father as He who gave to us the Lord Jesus
Christ. How wonderful it is to
commend my own son to the care of such a God! And how wonderful to have brothers and
sisters such as you to join me in the request for providential safekeeping. Bless you, and most of
all…
“Blessed be the
God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.”
(Ephesians
1:3)
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